Soo..do tell, what is your current obsession” they asked me so cordially. “Improvement” I answered, looking steadily ahead. “I mean, it’s always been disillusioned but now I am more focused on improvement within the disillusionment”. Recently, that is exactly what carries me through the days, finding ways and researching ways, if not actually putting them into place, on how to improve. Improve ones temperament, improve ones luck, but mostly improve ones sense of self. Ones confidence in oneself, and the encouragement to believe that we are good enough, we are indeed capable of all that is good, and we are the soul-searchers and puppeteers of our own body and mind. Defeat is not an answer; it is a proposition, a mere lapse of judgment and tension. It does not stop there, it never has, it is infinite. This version has many versions to it. Riding the train backwards if necessary.